i cant write the words i want to say
i start. i stop. i start. i stop
my hands stutter thru the words that i know so well in here
i want to take your hands and put them to my heart
so that you too can feel the rhythm of my words
feel it as it courses through me
i want to take your hands on an excursion...
thru peaks and valleys...
concaves and convexes
i want to look at you and just know
know that you see what i feel and you feel what i see
i want to know that the words we speak undercover have a chance some time
some day... some where... over the freaking rainbow.. lol
my thoughts are so disjointed
yet they make sense to me
im inspired yet uninspired
i cradled ur head in my lap the other day...
it was only a thought that broke into my consciousness
an instant that lasted a few minutes
then i realized
i want to be where you are
so that I can dip into you
and taste from the honey that flows forth
i want to do lame things
like hold ur hand, swing it back and forth
back and forth...whenever... wherever
maybe not so elementary
i want you to read my thoughts
and then I want you to understand
i want you to think that im writing this for you
and know that it's your call
want you ...
that's it really
all these nouns and pronouns
verbs and adverbs
with seemingly no focused objective
i just want you
maybe for like a day
and then we'll see...