Today Im thankful that Im able to keep moving
There are so many times I wake up and I just want to lay there...in the bed and do nothing all day. But this is so pointless. I cant just lie there
So I thank God for giving me the strength to get up each and everyday and get moving
Sometimes I feel like my brain is going to explode. There are so many thoughts in my head...so many that I cant make sense of it all. Im not sure what to think first. Im not sure how to act first. I give myself a physical and mental shake
Get it together D!
It's so hard for me sometimes. I feel like it's just me going to battle in life.
Why cant things be easy.
Battled life through my teenage years
thoughts of dying simmered in my head back then
Struggled to support myself through school
Knew that I couldnt quit. I started and so I had to finish
that was really hard for me
Pushing to ensure I have a better life now
One day I thought I was dying. My head was pounding so fierce. I felt so weak.
I called everybody that I knew to call
every. single. person.
No one answered
How is that possible
Nobody answered the phone...
I didnt want to die...God I didnt want to die...
Finally I had to call on God.
I saw a quote on someone's blog. Something about God being the last resort
which isnt the way it should be at all
Im alive...so all is well now
trying to work on speaking to / seeking God first
so Im thankful today, for the strength to keep moving, even when I dont feel like
what are you thankful today?